Oh really?

[jcd1013]

I am soooooooooo sick of studying. I hate it all. I don't care if I fail. I really don't. It's not worth it.

How it's been: Wake up before 8 and let Chris in. Read. Read some more. Start to fall asleep. Wake self up. Eat. Read. Throw book across room in frustration and boredom. Take test. Do awful. Fall asleep. Wake up, feel guilty. Read more. Last night, I was up until 1 studying. Not tonight. Tonight, I slacked off. I shall pay tomorrow.

I've been distracting myself by writing GG drabbles. Yep, I can't get away from the fandom. Today I got the loveliest review on LNB that is making me want to get it out and just finish it. The only thing that's holding me back is I know how much work it would be. I'm the slowest writer in the entire world, and this next chapter is going to be massive.... *sigh*

Speaking of drabbles and my incessant love for them, I formed a community. gg100 Right now, it's just a place to showcase my writings, until there's more members. But hey, I'm cocky enough to think that that's really all people want to read anyway! ;)


And this I found really amusing:

jcd1013's LJ stalker is mrschimpf!

mrschimpf is stalking you because they heard you are awesome in bed, and they want to find out. They are also deluded!

LiveJournal Username:

LJ Stalker Finder
From Go-Quiz.com

*raises eyebrow*

Comments

[mrschimpf.livejournal.com]

(falls to ground)

Honest, that's not why you're on my friends list. Though I admit you are kind of cute ;). I do want to know how awesome you are in bed though :D!

Sorry, this quiz really amuses me, heh.

[jcd1013.livejournal.com]

It amused me too. :) If it had been anything else, I may not have posted it, but I knew you'd get the joke.

I'm fabulous in bed! Believe me, I sleep like no one else! And I can hol full conversations and i don't snore! Oh, wait, the little naivity trick isn't going to do it? *demures sweetly* A girl never admits to those things.

And is it wrong for me to be wondering if I should be offended by the "kind cute" I mean, shouldn't be "pretty cute" or "amazingly cute"? And should I take "want to know" biblically literally? Because then we are getting stalkerish!

Don't mind me. I tend to get goofy after a long day. :)

[shirerain.livejournal.com]

*HUGS*

I've been thinking of you (and you having to study) all week. I shudder at the thought (will not mention the fact that I'm considering further study myself and that I'm dissuading myself with the thought of tests. Heh).

[jcd1013.livejournal.com]

*HUGS back*

I think I'm still on for Sunday, although I can't chat for as long. I have to take a practice test in the afternoon to "gauge my knowledge." Ugh. Are you free? Sameish time?

Do not dissuade yourself due to tests. It could be worse--it could be papers. :)

[avidtvfan.livejournal.com]

I would love for you to finish LNB.

[jcd1013.livejournal.com]

I would love for me to finish LNB too. I've taken to opening it whenever I've got free time and staring at it, hoping that the words will appear like magic.

The thing is... this is my first-multichapter fic that I've even gotten past the first chapter, and it hurts me to abandon it. It's my baby, my pride and joy. And I read over my last part and I realized that I don't hate my Rory and I think I could write my Rory again. I just don't know when I'll have the time. Maybe when I go and visit my friend after boards (if the fiasco of my above post doesn't escalate), I can get it done on the flight. My muse seems to like flights. :)