things always look better with sleep
May. 19th, 2004 01:17 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
jcd1013*hugs f-list tightly* Have I told you all recently how wonderful you are? You Are Amazing.
Things are going a tiny bit better. Liz got an apartment last night, she'll be moving out before the end of the month. Knowing that's it's inevitable has kinda made it a little easier. And I did tell her that I was sad about it. Hopefully, things will shift to normal again. And I need to get over feeling sorry for myself.
And I'm caught up on my reading! Of course, I understand nothing, but there's a chance that I won't fail the test on Friday. Next week's tests are still debatable. :P Still sick of school. Most recent fantasies have involved becoming a hermit in the hills. I can eat lots of Dinty Moore stew and wash in streams. Hey, since I haven't had water in my apartment for the past two days, I'm almost used to that dirty feeling. :) No, just kidding. Ransacked my friends' apartment to shower... I love showers. I love water.
And, yes, I did end up watching GG. Still blah. I honestly can't believe that they pulled such a rating stunt. LL were cute, I'll grant you that. And I love the townspeople. I'm hoping that Rory gets completely shunned by them forever.
Everybody's already said everything... I think we're all disgusted.
A few years ago, Liz and I were overcome with the urge to inflict all of the cast of Dawson's Creek with a nice STD. One that would cause a great deal of pain and more importantly, make them all infertile... Yep, I'm thinking a nice STD would be just about right...
Well, it's the end for me. I had agonized how I was going to manage to tape and watch it in my few brief moments of spare time next year, but I'm glad that's one less thing for me to worry about. :)
And to the three people who may have been interested (I already told Marissa), I think it very unlikely that I'll be finishing Like Never Before. I have no desire to write Rory. None. I know that my Rory is completely different, she's actually shows some maturity and self-awareness, but it would still require getting into her head and I don't want to. On top of that, I'm completely stressed out (hmm, didn't you guys know?) and don't have the time to devote to it. I feel bad, because I did pretty much have it completely plotted out, but... So for now, it's shelved. Maybe in a year, I'll return to it.
I did write out the scene where Rory told Jess that she loved him--I wrote that months ago. It's still a little fragmented, but if anybody would like to read it and get some kind of (good kind, I promise!) closure, just email me, and I'll pass it on.
I don't think I'm entirely done writing for GG. As upset as I've been, I do still love the *classic* show. I've got some ideas... a story that's just phone conversations between Luke and Jess... showing Jess moving on and being happy.... how everybody came to Stars Hollow. Lots of Luke/Jess drabbles. Nothing for Rory, except maybe one where everybody spits on her.
Things are going a tiny bit better. Liz got an apartment last night, she'll be moving out before the end of the month. Knowing that's it's inevitable has kinda made it a little easier. And I did tell her that I was sad about it. Hopefully, things will shift to normal again. And I need to get over feeling sorry for myself.
And I'm caught up on my reading! Of course, I understand nothing, but there's a chance that I won't fail the test on Friday. Next week's tests are still debatable. :P Still sick of school. Most recent fantasies have involved becoming a hermit in the hills. I can eat lots of Dinty Moore stew and wash in streams. Hey, since I haven't had water in my apartment for the past two days, I'm almost used to that dirty feeling. :) No, just kidding. Ransacked my friends' apartment to shower... I love showers. I love water.
And, yes, I did end up watching GG. Still blah. I honestly can't believe that they pulled such a rating stunt. LL were cute, I'll grant you that. And I love the townspeople. I'm hoping that Rory gets completely shunned by them forever.
Everybody's already said everything... I think we're all disgusted.
A few years ago, Liz and I were overcome with the urge to inflict all of the cast of Dawson's Creek with a nice STD. One that would cause a great deal of pain and more importantly, make them all infertile... Yep, I'm thinking a nice STD would be just about right...
Well, it's the end for me. I had agonized how I was going to manage to tape and watch it in my few brief moments of spare time next year, but I'm glad that's one less thing for me to worry about. :)
And to the three people who may have been interested (I already told Marissa), I think it very unlikely that I'll be finishing Like Never Before. I have no desire to write Rory. None. I know that my Rory is completely different, she's actually shows some maturity and self-awareness, but it would still require getting into her head and I don't want to. On top of that, I'm completely stressed out (hmm, didn't you guys know?) and don't have the time to devote to it. I feel bad, because I did pretty much have it completely plotted out, but... So for now, it's shelved. Maybe in a year, I'll return to it.
I did write out the scene where Rory told Jess that she loved him--I wrote that months ago. It's still a little fragmented, but if anybody would like to read it and get some kind of (good kind, I promise!) closure, just email me, and I'll pass it on.
I don't think I'm entirely done writing for GG. As upset as I've been, I do still love the *classic* show. I've got some ideas... a story that's just phone conversations between Luke and Jess... showing Jess moving on and being happy.... how everybody came to Stars Hollow. Lots of Luke/Jess drabbles. Nothing for Rory, except maybe one where everybody spits on her.
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Date: 2004-05-20 03:52 pm (UTC)YES!! It made Julia happy!
Date: 2004-05-20 08:16 pm (UTC)Re: YES!! It made Julia happy!
Date: 2004-05-20 08:22 pm (UTC)My GG has been tainted, and I think will likely wane for the next four months, until it's almost no more, but right now, I need to get used to the idea of not being a member of this fandom anymore (see yesterday's LJ post).
So I tried to log into your yahoo breifcase, hoping your LNB stuff was there like last time (I know, I abused you ;) ), because I was that impatient.
Serves me right: The server's busy now anyway. ;)
Re: YES!! It made Julia happy!
Date: 2004-05-21 12:46 pm (UTC)It's pretty rough. There were definitely things that I would have changed, but oh well... I really really feel bad about abadoning it, maybe something will spark so my muse can work extra, extra hard.
I don't think you need any background, but jess did come down to DC. So that's where it takes place. :)
Re: YES!! It made Julia happy!
Date: 2004-05-22 06:33 am (UTC)I don't wanna put you out though. When you have time...
Hmm... I would've thought you'd've made Rory run into Jess when she went back to CT. That's cool.
Re: YES!! It made Julia happy!
Date: 2004-05-22 10:30 am (UTC)I'll put it here. It's not horribly long.
My entire story takes place in DC (or in the car to and from DC). That's why I didn't put the confrontation in with Lorelai and just referred to it. One of those literary devices. :)
Re: YES!! It made Julia happy!
Date: 2004-05-23 12:40 pm (UTC)