Aww, I'm sorry you feel like this --- I (if it helps) still read and adore your stories .... because well, they're not so cliche, not so overly done .... they're easy to pass through and to get seeped into. I don't know if any of what I'm saying will help/encourage you at all --- I just thought maybe I'd tell you my view. But I do hope you'll keep writing ... because I'll be on the lookout :)